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Monday, September 01, 2008

Mon, 01 Sep 2008 01:39:04 GMT

蕭敬騰 - 原諒我
Xiao Jing Ting - Yuan Liang Wo (Forgive Me)

請不要分了以後　還記得親吻過的承諾
Qing bu yao fen le yi hou, hai ji-de qin wen guo de cheng nuo
Please don’t hold onto the memories of the kisses and promises we made even after we have broken up.

你的永久　已不屬於我
Ni de yong jiu, yi bu shu yu wo
Your eternity is no longer in my possession.

默默低頭　那時我很多　話哽在喉嚨
Mo mo di tou, na shi wo hen duo, hua geng zai hou long
I silently kept my head down when I had so much to say, but all the words were choked-up in my throat.

你的笑你的快樂　或許我愛太多想太多
Ni de xiao ni de kuai le, huo xu wo ai tai duo xiang tai duo
Your laughter and your happiness… or is it I have loved too much and thought too much?

我能感受　他比我適合
Wo neng gan shou, ta bi wo shi he
I can feel that he’s more suitable for you than I am.

愛放了手　我偽裝冷漠　比你先說分手
Ai fang le shou, wo wei zhuong leng mo, bi ni xian shuo fen shou.
Love has released its hands. I became distant (cold) so that I could break up with you first.

請原諒我　原諒我不成熟
qing yuan liang wo, yuan liang wo bu cheng-shu
Please forgive me. Forgive me for being immature.

不愛你是藉口　好讓你離開我
Bu ai ni shi ji kou, hao rang ni li kai wo
Not loving you is only an excuse to make it easier for you to leave me.

請原諒我　好想自私將你佔有
Qing yuan liang wo, hao xiang zi si jiang ni zhen you
Please forgive me. I wish I can selfishly have all of you.

你的寂寞就給我承受換你過更好的生活
ni de ji-muo jiu gei wo cheng shou huan ni guo geng hao de sheng huo
Let me endure your loneliness in exchange for you to have a better life.

請不要分了以後　還記得親吻過的承諾
qing bu yao fen le yi hou, huan ji de qin wen guo de cheng nuo
Please don’t hold onto the memories of the kisses and promises we made even after we have broken up.

你的永久　已不屬於我
Ni de yong jiu, yi bu shu yu wo
Your eternity is no longer in my possession.

默默低頭　那時我很多　話哽在喉嚨
Mo mo di tou, na shi wo hen duo, hua geng zai hou long
I silently kept my head down when I had so much to say, but all the words were choked-up in my throat.

你的笑你的快樂　或許我愛太多想太多
Ni de xiao ni de kuai le, huo xu wo ai tai duo xiang tai duo
Your laughter and your happiness… or is it I have loved too much and thought too much?

我能感受　他比我適合
Wo neng gon shou, ta bi wo shi he
I can feel that he’s more suitable for you than I am.

愛放了手　我偽裝冷漠　比你先說分手
ai fang le shou, wo wei zhuong leng mo, bi ni xion shuo fen shou
Love has released its hands. I became distant (cold) so that I could break up with you first.

請原諒我　原諒我不成熟
qing yuan liang wo, yuan liang wo bu cheng-shu
Please forgive me. Forgive me for being immature.

不愛你是藉口　好讓你離開我
Bu ai ni shi ji kou, hao rang ni li kai wo
Not loving you is only an excuse to make it easier for you to leave me.

請原諒我　好想自私將你佔有
Qing yuan liang wo, hao xiang zi si jiang ni zhen you
Please forgive me. I wish I can selfishly have all of you.

你的寂寞就給我承受換你過更好的生活
ni de ji-muo jiu gei wo cheng shou huan ni guo geng hao de sheng huo
Let me endure your loneliness in exchange for you to have a better life.

愛過恨過哭過也笑過
Ai guo, hen guo, ku guo, ye xiao guo
I’ve Loved, I’ve Hated, I’ve Cried, I’ve even laughed.

親吻過你的脆弱
Qin wen guo ni de cui ruo
I felt the vulnerability in your kiss.

其實我比誰都要懦弱
qi shi wo bi shei dou yao nuo ruo
When in fact I was more vulnerable than anyone.
原諒我　必須假裝愛錯
Yuan liang wo, bi xu jia zhuong ai cuo.
Forgive me. I must continue to pretend that our love is a mistake.

別讓時間逗留　我怕說不出口
bie rang shi jian dou liu, wo pa shuo bu chu ko
Don’t let time drag because I’m afraid it will make it harder for me to speak

原諒我　沒有解釋太多　心痛
Yuan liang wo, mei you jie shi tai duo, xin tong
Forgive me, for not giving you a explanation. My heart aches…

別無所求　徹底忘了我
Bie wu suo qiu, che du wang le wo
Without any demands, please completely forget about me.

愛原來有舍得
Ai yuan lai you she de
so love is also to let go

我難過　我才懂
Wo nan guo, wo cai dong
I understand because I am sad.

Sunday, August 26, 2007

Sun, 26 Aug 2007 10:42:35 GMT

Still smell your scent all in my bed
I'm at the place where we first met
And I'm sending you a ticket
And if you still feel it
Meet me there
'Cause when I look at me I'm like a puzzle Without the pieces I need
Girl I'm in trouble
I need you to come and save me
Oh, I miss my baby
I need you there
Say you'll be there
Ride a jet over seas
Hotels are on the beach
To be with you again is priceless

Sunday, July 22, 2007

Sun, 22 Jul 2007 03:26:44 GMT

Looking back.. it was all for naught was it not?
Writing this for you seems now to have been just a waste of time
I had always poured out my heart to you
Only to have been laughed at in return

Yet I'll keep this on the surface of my memories..
So that I'll always remember that you were the one
The one who brought death to the man that gave you everything he could possibly fathom
The death of the person whom you manipulated in such subtle ways
And then dumped him on the curb when you molded him to your specifications of perceived perfection

This is written more as a thank you rather than to spite you
For you opened my eyes to a whole new light
You showed me that I wasted too much time making sure you were happy
Instead of being selfish as you were towards me

Keep this in your mind the next time we meet
Remember the days of the past where the man who gave you his heart
Was still the nice and sweet person that you decided to subvert
This is but a piece of his everlasting memory for the void in his heart

Remember the days when we first met?
There was awkwardness and shyness amidst the formalities of friendship
Conversations were short and to the point..
Eyes locked ever so often..
Gradually, there was comfort in the presence of one another..
Words came easily and unspoken thoughts bore fruit..
Acquaintances became friends and bonds were formed..

Among the varying conversations you asked me..
What do you like in a girl and what can you see?
Responding casually with more than slight hints I said,
To be honest, you are all that I would ever need..
Everything a man could want in a woman is in front of me..
Your beauty, your grace, your class..
What more could a man ask for?

We had drifted apart for a while..
You had your own life and I had mine..
However, you were never far from my wandering thoughts..
We seldom saw each other much anymore..
But the rare instances that we would run into each other..
You would hear my heart leap as if trying to break free..
Trying to grasp a hold of the mystery that was you..

One day, as if in a fairy tale..
You walked back into my life..
We became closer and grew affectionate..
You brought smiles to my face when darkness clouded over me..
Stirred happiness in my soul amidst the torment..
You were like the light of the moon..
Shining brightly through the everlasting darkness..

I wondered so many times what it'd be like to kiss those lips..
Hold those soft timid hands..
Embrace your body with mine as if we were made for each other..
I wanted to hold you close to me without ever letting you go..
To stare into those beautiful eyes and gaze upon the surfaces of your thoughts..
Wishing for the day when we could walk side by side..
Hand in hand..

People say love is a fallacy..
That love does not exist and nor does Aphrodite..
Why then has she spurred wind to thy wings..?
Directing our paths of fate into one that collides..
Forsaking me with those gentle lips..
Those which would seduce even the mightiest of Gods..
And force me to succumb to your every whim?

I've tasted the sweetest wine from the most fertile vineyards..
They pale in comparison to your lips..
I've encountered some of life's most gratifying rewards..
Yet nothing can satisfy the hungry longing to feel your fingertips..
Brushing callously against my palms..
Beckoning me closer until time and space..
Dissolve into nothing but a dark void..

I cannot fathom why we cannot be together..
While thoughts of the future bear fruit..
You have always been a part of my dreams..
Yet I do not seem to be in yours..
However.. if good things come to those who wait..
Then I shall wait for all eternity..
So that I may have you by my side..

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

Tue, 03 Jul 2007 06:40:02 GMT

Thursday, June 28, 2007

Thu, 28 Jun 2007 06:07:43 GMT

I have so many people in my life that I regard as my closest friends..
A myriad of people to converse with..
I seek the women when I need advice on relationships, life, things of that nature..
While I can rely on the men to take my mind off relationships, life, things of that nature..
My life seems balanced.. healthy.. fulfilling..

Yet I feel as if my life is devoid of something..
Something that could really change my life around..
Is it the lack of a solid education?
The lack of a loving family to build strong relationship fundamentals?
Or am I just yearning for something revolutionary in my life?

I feel like I'm so damn..

fucking useless..

Why?

Monday, June 25, 2007

Mon, 25 Jun 2007 03:01:02 GMT

For all the years that I've known you baby
I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold
(didn't you say)
If there's a problem we should work it out
So why you giving me the cold shoulder now
Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl
(tell me)
Ok I know I was late again
I made you mad and then it's throwing the pan
But why are you making this drag on so long
(i wanna know)
I'm sick and tired of this silly games
(silly games)
Don't figure that I'm the only one here to blame
It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.

Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

I know that I made a few mistakes
But never thought that things would turn out this way
Cause I'm missing something now that your gone
(I see it all so clearly)
Me at the door with you inner state
(inner state)
Giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.

Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

Don't say those words it's so hard
They turn my whole world upside down
Girl you caught me completely off guard
On the night you said to me
I just don't love you more.

Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

Saturday, June 23, 2007

Sat, 23 Jun 2007 02:38:23 GMT

No matter how hard I try..
No matter how many mountains I conquer..
One can work their whole lives for something..
Wander to the ends of the earth searching..
And yet, when the taste of glory.. of victory..
Of happiness..
Is so close..
God can be so cruel and merciless at times..

Was it all for nothing?

Monday, June 11, 2007

Mon, 11 Jun 2007 01:39:05 GMT

Saturday, June 02, 2007

Sat, 02 Jun 2007 00:15:35 GMT

Congrats to my little sister.. didn't think u were gonna make it.. ha!

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Tue, 29 May 2007 07:34:18 GMT